In the Silence of My Existence (Poem)

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In the Silence of My Existence (Poem)
Mystic
10/06/01 at 07:53:10
In the Silence of My Existence:

I held on to my withering
Leaves
Afraid to bare my branches
Seasons came and
Seasons left
And I was still searching
For the courage to face
Your purifying winters...
I held on to my withering
Branches
Hoping my roots would
Keep me upright
Forgetting the ground
Was nothing
More than
mud and soil
No more than
Dirty clay
I held on against
Your winds
I held on tight
Afraid courage
Might just be on the
Way.


I guzzled all the oasis
And emerged thirstier
Than ever before
I chased all the mirages
Trudging sand dunes
Only to be met
With quicker
Sands
I struggled against the
Howling of the
Winds
Begging to deliver
Me to your
Shores
I struggled thirstier
Than ever before
Until I jadedly realized
There were no horizons
In the deserts of my
Soul.

I looked for you in reflections
Of myself
Mesmerized by smoky mirrors
I searched for my essence
Clinging to fragments
Of your forgotten whole
I searched for me
Forgetting how intricately
I am
Woven
Into
Your very Soul
I searched for substance
In shadows
I searched for meaning
In illusions
I searched clinging
To fractions
That had me dazzled
In confusion
I searched with forgotten
Meaning
Until meaning became
No more.

I reached a cross road
But many
Had I reached before
Always beginning with
A Reaffirmed
Conviction
It is You I am to
Simply adore
Instead of firming
My desire to
Soar,
Instead of learning the
Art of applying
All that I certainly
Know,
I ended up drifting
Into some aimless detour


Against all my resistance
Your winds of Mercy
Have flung me
Back to your surging
Shores
Against all my jarring contradictions
I have been gathered
My essence dying and sore

I am standing bare
My withered leaves
No more,
I am standing thirsty,
Mirages dissipated in
Your awe,
I am standing tattered,
My self I can not fragment
Anymore…
Stirringly
I hear your gentlest
Of whispers

“Hush child, speak no more”.

-Maliha.
NS
Re: In the Silence of My Existence (Poem)
BroHanif
10/06/01 at 10:27:12
Wow !.

Did you write this ? How long did it take ? Man your a walking takling poem. :)

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Re: In the Silence of My Existence (Poem)
flyboy_nz
10/06/01 at 18:10:04
Salaam,

MashaAllah!  thank you sister for sharing that with us, I really enjoy reading your poems. ;-D  

Perhaps we should compile a jannah.org poetry book and include poems from the members of the community?  

wasalaam,
Ahmed
Re: In the Silence of My Existence (Poem)
solehah
10/07/01 at 11:30:09
Salaam

*hangs up her poetry pen*

Sister, that is a singularly wonderful piece of poetry.  ALhandulillah, you have been blessed with a tremendous talent from ALlah. Please contribute more.

Wassalam.


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