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Don't mean to be a copy cat/need to vent too |
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Caraj |
06/27/03 at 02:42:18 |
I don't even know why I am posting this. But it is too late to call family or friends. I'm usually a very strong person but tonight I can't seem to get rid of the tears. I've not been able to sleep till past 2 am the past few nights. I know Emerald had a bad time and needed to vent, I don't mean to be a copy cat. Tonight I saw the sunset, I saw the stars and outside I can smell the pine trees. I am so tired of coming home to an empty house. I have not seen my husband in over 5 months. This is getting so old. This is not the way marriage is suppose to be. I only have a little over 4 months to go but I am so tired of eatting alone, doing things alone. Everything reminds me of him. he is very supportive and calls nearly everyday (which is expensive but keeps the lines of communication open and we email every day too. But it is not the same as having him here :'( I'm pathedic :( Maybe it is time for another road trip. Maybe I just need to be stronger. :'( |
06/27/03 at 02:43:13 |
Caraj |
Re: Don't mean to be a copy cat/need to vent too |
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BroHanif |
06/27/03 at 03:56:09 |
Hi Caraj, Why can't you invite any of the sisters on this board round to your place or better still if possible why don't you plan an Islamic Convention or a womens convention(with an Islamic theme) at your ranch ?. That way you'll get to know more like minded people on the board. Anyway just mee thoughts. Hanif |
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Nabila |
06/27/03 at 17:26:15 |
[slm] For what it's worth, you are in my thoughts and prayers, sis... :) ma asalaamah and take care |
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eleanor |
06/28/03 at 07:27:32 |
[quote author=Madina Wrestler link=board=madrasa;num=1056692538;start=0#1 date=06/27/03 at 03:56:09] Why can't you invite any of the sisters on this board round to your place or better still if possible why don't you plan an Islamic Convention or a womens convention(with an Islamic theme) at your ranch ?. That way you'll get to know more like minded people on the board. [/quote] I'd come :) |
06/28/03 at 07:27:59 |
eleanor |
Re: Don't mean to be a copy cat/need to vent too |
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sal |
06/28/03 at 17:54:41 |
[center] Take it easy AZIZAH I know you are strong and pass this test .though i understand its hard . but its a matter of time . but let me tell you . your lonliness would be solved as soon as your hubby is back and beside you. just compare yourself with others who are alone despite living together .its when its hard to live together .due to frequent conflicts between the couple ... you will find yourself much better . we are around you.. we are here for you . ;-) ;-) ;-) ;-) TAKE CARE ITS ME YOUR ELDER BROTHER SAL [/center] |
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Caraj |
06/28/03 at 20:55:54 |
[quote author=Madina Wrestler link=board=madrasa;num=1056692538;start=0#1 date=06/27/03 at 03:56:09]Hi Caraj, Why can't you invite any of the sisters on this board round to your place or better still if possible why don't you plan an Islamic Convention or a womens convention(with an Islamic theme) at your ranch ?. That way you'll get to know more like minded people on the board. Anyway just mee thoughts. Hanif[/quote] I have much to say and only time for one post so pass this around as I've not time to respond to all private messages and posts I am involved in. Hanif, thank you this is a wonderful idea. And I will pursue it. Thank you for suggesting it. Eleanor you would really come? Cool!!!!!!!!!!! Can you email me how to go about this? What you think is involved and how is mid or late Sept or early Oct? Other sisters please post thoughts and ideas for this for when I get back. Sal, you have been more of a brother to me than my brother by blood. You are my dear brother, friend and a great teacher and I thank you for your kind and encouraging words. Everyone else thank you for your words of encouragent via other posts and emails and private messages. I have tried in the last half hour to respond to everyone if I missed anyone please forgive me. Please everyone get and email me your recipies so I can work on them when I gewt things settled here. (Will be about a week, maybe a week and a half) I will be off the board for approx one week. I have had three things come up in the last day and a half, one is business matter....this is a good thing ;) and I may need to hire help. One is a husband issues :( (someone pass me the rolling pin) Nothing he did but something he condoned and that made me upset. We are fine and this too will pass. But will take time in conversations. Third thing is a property issue and this too is a good thing. I need to concentrate and deal with these issues, business and paperwork and phone time with hubby. When I come on the board I spend time reading posts, responding and reading others response which is great and I love it but I need to spend the time and effort and deal with some stuff this week and maybe half of next. I'll be thinking about all of you oh and the bro that recommended the scroll saw web site thank you thank you :) Simply_Sister, I am going to make your salad to keep me going tonight and tomorrow while doing paperwork and running figures and supplies :) everyone take care and i'll be back in a week or so. |
06/28/03 at 21:08:47 |
Caraj |
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