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| Inner peace and self-acceptance? |
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| Anonymous |
| 07/31/03 at 04:15:44 |
| Salam to you all. I love this site. I'm glad I stumbled upon this Bebzi Stand. I have a question. I have been really down for the last month or so....I am a young muslim sister (23 yrs old), I do 5 salat a day, read Qur'an and try my best to stay away from haram things and have a good reputation of a good girl. I all of a sudden began remembering a couple things that happened or that I did be the time when I gained knowledge about islam and began to pray and really tried to understand our relgion....and then these memories from the past began to appear and I feel like i cannot forgive myself. As much duaa I have made and repented to Allah, Inshallah I will be forgiven....but why can i not forgive myself? These things were not that bad.......especially since I was ignorant towards islam at the time and a child......I want to get out of this worrysome and distressed state........i have nothing in my life right now that i should be worried about....everything is great.....the only thing are these memories, for which i know are gone and possible wiped out by Allah.....that are not letting me enjoy my life like i used to. Any advice would be much appreciated. THANK YOU |
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