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| al-ajnabia |
| 05/04/04 at 14:34:10 |
| [slm] I've been informed that i can no longer live in university housing, and that I must have a place to go by saturday at ten in the morining and be gone. Right after I found out I went and sat down on the masjid steps, where I sat from asr to isha. One person said he would help me at late asr, but I dont know if he meant it. Then at isha there was some discussion whether to call some sisters so some sisters came and listened to my story and said they would alert everyone about my situation and see if there could be some help. At first I was offered to stay the night, because I was afraid to come back tothe dorm, I was afraid the neigbors would be heatened to torment me more terribly and then call the cops on me if I asked them to stop or if I did nothing theymight even lie, like they had to get me kicked out. But a sister had asked if the msu here would help me I said they treat me like Im a wack job, and when they asked one of them he said so and I think but I dont know if it was him who said I couldnt stay there. so I was awake at fajr and I prayed, I dont know if it counted but it is now dangerous if I dont pray, and I went to thuhr but nobody was there and the place was locked so I prayed on the sidewalk. some people say they will try to help, but so many like to talk about how crazy I am that I'm not sure if they can talk anybody into being my room mate, but maybe they will. I dont know where I can go if they dont find a place. If I have to thrw away my stuff because I cant move it all I will have to distroy it all, because sometimes people say they cant help me so that I throw things away if I cant carry them they come and get tehm out of the dumpster and give them to their friends as gifts from them for their loyalty to them, but if I need anything they dont know waht to tell me. I am going to pack like I have faith in the power of the truly sincere tohelp me out, there is nothing els I can do. And I pray allah will give them strenght and the words and ideas that they need to find a good solution, an option for me that will be safe and not worse or more dangerous, and I pray allh will bless them and give them rewards on earth and in jannah, ameen. |
| 05/04/04 at 17:03:50 |
| al-ajnabia |
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| al-ajnabia |
| 05/04/04 at 17:04:39 |
| [slm] mashaallah, we are getting some leads, but I'm not home yet. |
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| superFOB |
| 05/05/04 at 00:34:47 |
| [wlm] May Allah (SWT) make it easy for you in this world and the hereafter. You know, you need a family sister. |
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| al-ajnabia |
| 05/05/04 at 09:52:48 |
| [slm] thanks, no kidding. ::) but its sort of hard to end up with a family when people keep lying to and about you. Theres real talkative folks around who have got me havin nine head all with forked toungs and I'm like the worst thing ever to attempt to try to cover itself or something like that they wont confront me about it, I guess cause the know it aint true, but any way maybe some people believe in allah and not in gosip otherwize im gonna have a break and smash party saturday at 10:15 am cause I aint leavin nothin useful behind. but anyway its all Ithink about a past that even seen for what it was wasnt that terrible on my character, and even all that well, I was a housewife four and an half years and that was six years ago and there aint been nobody since. sheesh I must be a nine headed monster for sure. but anyway any ancient history that is being used against me now needs to come from four witnesses or it needs to be drop kicked. |
| 05/05/04 at 15:08:42 |
| al-ajnabia |
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| Trustworthy |
| 05/06/04 at 11:45:10 |
| [slm]... you're in my duas. you can't stay in the dorm, but you're still in the university. have you any family or freind at school or the masjid you can turn too? ma-asalaamah.... |
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| al-ajnabia |
| 05/06/04 at 15:04:34 |
| [slm] The sisters helping me find a place came through for me alhamduallah. I was able to get a little place not too far from the campus bus line, and hopefully quiet, inshaallah. Its kinda wrong how this all came about but I think some good is coming of it, and this has given me a chance to introduce myself to more people. Thankyou all for the duas and good wishes, at this point its all over but the moveing. :) |
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| sal |
| 05/06/04 at 17:31:58 |
| [slm] sister ajnabia some times we dont feel comfortable in a very pretty big palace. So may ALLAH give you the comfort in any place you live . ALLAHM WAFIGH UKHTY FI AL DUNIYAH WA AL AKHIRAH AMEEN |
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| al-ajnabia |
| 05/10/04 at 15:30:32 |
| [slm] ok heres the long note: Well, friday after jumah some brothers and sisters helped me move and that went well. Saturday there was a sister's party in the evening so i wen t and emt some real nice sisters, though I got the impression that phere were some sisters who didnt show because i was there. Some of the sisters I ahave met i wish I could have gotten to know sooner, but I guess it wasnt to be. I have tried several times to go over there, and I have always wished I could be more active, there are forces though that didnt like that idea, who are too well established in town if not the masjid. Anyway, this time I met a lot of people who could clearly see tha tmy head is normal and I only have one of them, and my toung isnt forked nor am I hiding any horns anywhere. and no pointy tail. So I plan on hanging around more, helping out with things , but since its the proverbial too late to make any real and lasting changes, which i think was the whole point behind keeping me away for so long, we'll just have to see how it goes. Gee it must really gaul those people who have thier nice littel operation here in bloomington to see people just come in for a few years and mess up thier feathered nests. durring the khutba the visitin imam mentioned college proffessors who were as well respected as imam hanifi or shifi or maliki or hambali or anyone at all and they arent even MUSLIM ??? but I know what he means, maybe i can grab hold of that tangle and pull on it. oh well back to getting ready to start classes again tomarrow, the crazy old forign lady :-) |
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