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| The tide is changing/Dua request |
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| Caraj |
| 02/27/05 at 17:51:43 |
| Not to sound mellow dramatic and I admit much of what has happened in the last year was my making a bad judgment call. I in an effort to turn anything negative into a positive am considering this last year a learning and growth process. I don't wish to get into details, other than to say I am in need of your sweet and kind duas' I'm surrounded by a negative and sometimes verbally abusive family. The tides are changing and I feel it is time to pursue my dreams, hopes and goals. Please, if I may request, pray for me. I feel I really need it although I feel bad asking as many are'in much worse situations than I. I wish someone could understand what I have been through and tell me I did ok considering all I have been through. i wish someone had faith in me. But it is just not going to happen. There are words to a song that 10000000% totally and completely explains what is going on in my mind, heart and soul and I would like to share them here if you all don't mind. It is a song by a group called Rascal Flats (country) I'm Moving On I've dealth with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons finally content with a past I regret I've found you've found strength in your moments of weakness For once I'm at peace with myself I've been burdened with blame trapped in the past way to long I'm moving on I've lived in this place and I know all the faces each one is different but their always the same they mean me no harm but it's time that I face it they'll never allow me to change But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong I'm moving on I'm moving on at last I can see Life has been patiently waiting for me and I know there's no guarentees But I'm not alone There comes a time in everyones life when all you can see are the years passing by and I have made up my minds that those days are gone I've sold what I could and packed what I couldn't Stopped to fill up on my way out of town I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't I had to lose everything to find out Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road I'm moving on |
| 02/27/05 at 18:15:25 |
| Caraj |
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